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Song Meme

  • Oct. 30th, 2009 at 10:57 PM
baby penguin
I stole this from [info]yellowhorde who stole this from [info]duowolf

The Rules: (1) Turn on your Ipod or MP3 player. (2) Go to SHUFFLE songs mode. (3) Write down the first 15 songs that come up--song title and artist--NO editing/cheating, please.

1] Final Fantasy VI: Opening theme - Nobuo Uematsu
2] Final Fantasy IV: Tsuki no Akari - Ida Emi
3] Cinderella - Steven Curtis Chapman
4] Kill Bill OST: The Lonely Shepherd - Zamfir
5] Not That Big - Temposhark
6] Interlude 1 - Mannheim Steamroller
7] Augen Auf - Oomph!
8] O Fortuna: techno remix - Sam Farha
9] Into The Ocean - Blue October
10] AD Police Files: I'm Every Girl - Lou Bonnevie
11] Tourniquet - Evanescence
12] Dame de Lotus - Emilie Simon
14] Malchik Gay - T.a.t.u.
15] Bodies [Let the Bodies Hit the Floor] - Drowning Pool




new show - Mae Ka Khanom Wan

  • Oct. 19th, 2009 at 1:18 PM
baby penguin
Heather, I don't know if you'll like it or not but when I was googling traditional thai clothing, I came across still shots from a show called 'Mae Ka Khanom Wan'.

It's not exactly a soap opera but it is entertaining. The main male character's name is Khun Wat [I think Khan is an honorific because they use it for lots of people] and he's like Don Corleone from 'The Godfather' trying to get his business interests legitimate.

He's not bad looking but BOY! His two bodyguards are cute! One kinda reminds me of Orlando Bloom and the other one doesn't remind me of anyone but he's cute too, cuter than the Orlando one.

The main female character's name is Khun Pai [sometimes they call her P'Pai --I think that may be kind of like kun or chan in japanese] She's a tomboy who's running a thai dessert shop and I get the feeling that the two main characters are supposed to end up together even though Khun Wat is engaged to be married to Khun Pan, who's father is a big business man who's having some Mafia trouble. I don't like her very much because she's very jealous and in my opinion stupid.

I started watching from episode 3 but I like it. I've tried looking for it on Netflix but it's not there.

Here's a little bit from episode 6


Hope you like.


I think the bodyguard in this segment is absolutely adorable!! Oh I'm crushing... *^_^*






FYI

  • Oct. 11th, 2009 at 3:27 PM
baby penguin
Hey, Heather. I was just watching 'Beverly Hills Chihuahua and Placido Domingo did the voice of Monty [leader of the mexican chihuahuas] and I was looking up his film history and they say he did the voice of the man in the moon in Moulin Rouge. Not Josh Groban.

Shock!

  • Sep. 30th, 2009 at 7:01 PM
baby penguin
Hey, Heather!  You'll never believe this...

I'm on page 167 of 'Blood Noir' and no one has had sex yet!!

Cool. Maybe this will turn out to be like 'Obsidian Butterfly'. That would be cool


Sep. 27th, 2009

  • 6:44 PM
baby penguin
I'm tired. So damn tired.

I went in to work both yesterday and today to help with the big fax screw up, but I had to leave early today because for some reason, my computer stopped acknowledging my password. Which means tomorrow is going to be totally fucked up. Just what I need, another crap-tastic week.

I hope my next vacation gets here soon.

Zoo Pics

  • Sep. 20th, 2009 at 6:12 PM
baby penguin
Heather and I went to the zoo yesterday and I brought my new camera. It was a nice trip all round and I'm glad we went.
Pics )

I took a few more, same flower...




I'm just getting the hang of using Live Journal...even though I've had it for years. I never did more than post sporadically.

Sonic Sidhe KC Ren Faire

  • Sep. 17th, 2009 at 9:39 AM
baby penguin

Heather, took this video at KC Ren Faire. Wish you had been there.

Ren Faire

  • Sep. 14th, 2009 at 12:01 PM
baby penguin
Heather, I'm so sorry that you couldn't come with us to KC. We had a blast! and we found a new pirate band we like. Musical Blades. We bought two of their cds.



Writer's Block: On the Road

  • Aug. 23rd, 2009 at 4:10 PM
baby penguin

What's on your perfect playlist for a cross-country road trip?


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We just went to Gen Con in Indianapolis last week, that's about 14 or more hours both ways. My husband and I have radically different tastes in music so we have an eclectic mix.

Gotta have Buffy the Vampire, 'Once More With Feeling'!!! Kick ass soundtrack we love to sing along with it on road trips along with 'Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog'

Other songs/bands we both like:
Temposharks
The Best of Scooter
Three Doors Down
Rammstein
Queen of the Damned soundtrack
Resident Evil: Apocalypse soundtrack
t.a.t.u
Nickelback
3 Doors Down
Oomph!
Cruxshadows
Within Temptation
The Jolly Rogers: X Marks the Spot
The Jolly Rogers: Cutlass, Cannon and Curves
The Jolly Rogers: Pirates' Gold
The Jolly Rogers: Loose Cannons

Bands/songs I like:
Josh Groban
Celine Dion
Notre Dame de Paris
L'arc en ciel
Casting Crowns

Bands/songs he likes:
Alan Parsons Project
Massive Attack
Metallica
Megadeth
Megaherz




Looking Back ...

  • Aug. 23rd, 2009 at 3:14 PM
baby penguin
I've been looking back over the last year and I've got to say that God has been very good to me.

A year ago I was living at home and hating every minute of it. My back hurt from sleeping on the hide a bed and I never had any privacy and I was dreading the approach of another cold, drafty winter. Now...I have an apartment of my very own complete with beautiful comfy bed, couch, arm chair, dining room table and it's so much warmer than Mom's. It's quiet, and while sometimes I get lonely, Heather comes over sometimes so it's not so terrible.

A year ago I was only a temp at First Data. I had no real future, I had no idea how long my assignment would last or where I was going after it was done. I was financially very unstable because I've had lulls from 3 days to almost 3 months in between jobs. Now...I am a full time employee at First Data and I LOVE it there. I have every intentions of not going anywhere for years and years [God willing *crosses fingers*] I make more money than I ever have before and I can work overtime which I don't mind. Saturdays, Cliff games in the mornings and works late at Colliseum at night so I spend much of the day by myself.

I'm very happy. Having a good job does lead to a good life.
I'm happy at work so I don't come home and take my anger/pain/frustration out on anyone.

I make enough money to pay rent and utilities so I can finally feel like an adult [something I didn't feel when living at mom's even though I was paying $300 to sleep on her couch with my husband]. Living at mom's also made it impossible to cuddle with my husband because of lack of privacy.

I can finally start putting aside money in savings so I can be more secure about the future. I'm setting up an emergency savings account [I've already got over $1000 in it!] and then after that I'm going to start an IRA and get some CD's and start saving for a house! It will take time I know but I'm sure it will happen one day.

Thank you God. Without You none of this would have happened...it is by Your Grace alone. I have no religion beyond generic christian, I don't go to church, I don't know the bible inside and out...but I pray and that has helped comfort me through some very tough times and I feel that God has answered my prayers.
I wake up sometimes in the morning and can't help whispering "Thank you God."

Say Cheese

  • Aug. 22nd, 2009 at 6:33 PM
baby penguin
Heather, I did it. I finally bought myself a digital camera.

You know I've been tucking money aside so I can get a computer of my own, but I just couldn't resist. Cliff and I have a computer now...but I didn't have a camera and I really regretted that when we went to Gen Con. Indianapolis is a beautiful city and I would have LOVED to have had a camera then.

I think I may have found a dream to follow...much like you have your writing and Shirley has her art. I have always liked beautiful buildings so why couldn't I become a architectural photographer? Not professional or anything...but still. Wow.

I just don't know how to use it. The next time you come over could you help me figure out how to use it....well not how to take pictures, I can pretty much figure that out, but with the downloading images to the computer [or uploading or loading whatever].

I am sooo stoked! *^_^*

I'm an eBay shopper!

  • Jun. 14th, 2009 at 10:17 AM
baby penguin
Ha! I bought something on eBay.

I've only done that one time before and I must say I need to be careful or I could become addicted.
So cool.

I got a small jade pendant.
Go me!

Cold and Lonely

  • May. 27th, 2009 at 8:12 PM
baby penguin
I HATE the cold. Here it is, almost June and I'm freezing my ass off. I want to feel the sun [hopefully without the high humidity] but that's not gonna happen anytime soon.

Sano is still shitting outside of the litter box and every time I see one of his messes I want to smash his skull in. When I get the money [and it'll have to be me...Cliff won't be able to help] I'm going to take him to the vet and I hope to god there is something wrong with him or I will be seriously pissed off. I can accept it if he's sick not if he's being nasty.

I'm a little disappointed with the rats. Brain just sits there in the cage and when I get him out of the cage he rushes off to sit by himself on the headboard. I think he may be depressed and I think he and Torpedo have been fighting. Torpedo's not very cuddly either. All he wants to do is stuff his face. Maybe I just need to give them more time. Thank god for shinji or none of our animals would show me any affection at all. Sano doesn't seem to like me much...Kind of makes me feel rejected. I can get that out in the world, I don't want to feel it when I'm in my own home.

I'm back

  • May. 23rd, 2009 at 9:42 PM
baby penguin
It has been months and months but I finally have Internet access at home again!!
It's been rather lonely because Heather can't come over as often as she used to do and neither of us likes to talk on the phone [not that we could do that, even if we wanted to, because she works so much].

I'm not promising that I'll become a more prolific journal writer, because I did not  write much when I HAD a computer but at least I can do it if I want to. Now if only we had working speakers. Right now I can only hear music if I use headphones and the ones we have aren't very good...I can only hear out of one side.

Hello Heather!! I've missed you.
Your pictures are awesome! I'm totally jealous. Your stories are awesome! Keep writing 'The Hunted' pleasepleaseplease and I'm sorry about your losing Silky. She may have been Shirley's in name but I paid for her and took care of her with your help. I'm glad I left her at home when we moved so you could continue to care for her. You loved her most of all and it showed!

I'm going to have Cliff make a copy of our house key so you can come over whenever you want.

Electronic Smart Car

  • Oct. 4th, 2008 at 10:47 AM
baby penguin
www.msnbc.msn.com/id/26992491/wid/18298287/

I first heard of Smart Cars in late August of this year. Cliff got me a brochure and they were sooo cute!! Then I saw one in real life. I want one! Hell, I'd even learn to drive to be able to drive this. I came across the above site mentioning that they are now testing the Smart ED [electric drive].  Cool!!

OLD JOURNAL ENTRIES 2006

  • Aug. 2nd, 2008 at 8:32 AM
baby penguin
I found some of my old paper journal entries and have decided to transcribe them...This way I can read them even if they fade away or get destroyed. 

Wednesday, July 26, 2006 8:27 a.m.
3 of Pentacles
I went online to check my bank account this morning and was shocked to see I was -$80 in my account! Damn. I'd forgotten that Cox and OPPD were coming out. So I transfered rent money over. I wanted to kick myself but rent is the only way to keep huge fees from being accumulated. I'll have to transfer some money from my ING account which hurts because that's my 'Get out of Hy-Vee money. [sigh] I knew July was going to be a bad month financially because I got 2 of Pentacles <R> in my yearly reading. We haven't even bought any groceries yet. Damn it! I don't have anything I can sell and Cliff has no money except what I gave him.l I'm screwed. Well, I guess this'll have to be a lesson to me. I hope I can learn from this. On the bright side -- I actually woke up early this morning. I even haed time to play some Civilization II. I should have done some cleaning I guess. Maybe tomorrow.



 

Jun. 29th, 2008

  • 8:30 PM
baby penguin
The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well, let's see.
1) Bold the books you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Copy, paste, & repeat.
5) Starred next to the books you're reading/have read some of. 


 1 Pride and Prejudice – Jane Austen 
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible* 
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare*
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame 
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens* [It was the best of times, it was the worst of times etc etc etc...lol]
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams 
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas  
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo [It took some doing but I done it!! tried unabridged first then tried abridged...had to go with unabridged cause although it was LONG the abridged cut out so much you didn't fully feel how much pain and suffering Fontaine went through for her child]
 
I've read 28 of them. :D
 

Help with Hash

  • Jun. 7th, 2008 at 3:01 PM
baby penguin
Hello. I need some help here. One of my husband's friends gave him a big box of canned cornbeef hash. I slapped some into a pan and fried it up...stuff was awfully blah. Could anyone please recommend different ways to cook this goop. I can tolerate it - just - but my man LOVES the stuff. 

 

Card of the Day - 8 of Cups

  • May. 8th, 2008 at 7:27 AM
baby penguin
 

what card will most accurately represent the events of my day

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The One Card spread is the most concise of all spreads, intended to provide a quick take on a situation, or to reduce it to a single point of meditation. The Aquatic Tarot is a modern watercolor interpretation of the classic Rider Waite symbolism. It is rapidly becoming one of the most popular decks, due to both its spectacular beauty and its traditional imagery.
Click for DetailsThe card represents the critical factor for the issue at hand. Eight of Cups (Indolence): Losing interest in a matter deeply important to you. Being forced to abandon something in which you had invested great love and devotion. Seeking earthly, physical pleasures, to the exclusion of spiritual growth and emotional fulfillment. Emotional withdrawal and lethargy.

Tarot Reading

  • May. 7th, 2008 at 10:07 AM
baby penguin

What are the chances that I will get and enjoy the job at Bank of the West

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 The Celtic Cross spread is one of the most popular Tarot spreads, providing varied insight into many aspects of a complex situation and your role in it. The Aquatic Tarot is a modern watercolor interpretation of the classic Rider Waite symbolism. It is rapidly becoming one of the most popular decks, due to both its spectacular beauty and its traditional imagery.
Click for DetailsThe card not shown but at the center of the cross, represents the atmosphere surrounding the central issue. Ace of Swords: The seed of victory - perhaps as yet unseen. A challenge to be met and solved through the invocation of force. An opportunity to bring reason and intelligence to bear in the pursuit of justice and truth. An excessive power that must not be abused. May suggest new ideas or information that can reveal a solution to the problem at hand.

This could be the interview itself...my chance for victory [a permanent job at Bank of the West]
Click for DetailsThe card visible at the center of the cross represents the obstacle that stands in your way - it may even be something that sounds good but is not actually to your benefit. Queen of Swords: The essence of air behaving as water, such as a refreshing mist: A person gifted with both keen logic and natural intuition, giving them uncanny powers of perception and insight. One who easily sees past deception and confusion to the heart of a matter, and understands both sides of any argument. The embodiment of calm, forthrightness, and wit, in the face of even the most trying circumstances.

I often see myself as the Queen of Swords. It could be me standing in the way, I'm mentally opposed to the job if it's anything like telemarketing...I HATE talking on the phone. Or it could be the interviewer tomorrow who has the power to say 'No'.
Click for DetailsThe card at the top of the cross represents your goal, or the best you can achieve without a dramatic change of priorities. King of Cups, when reversed: The dark essence of water behaving as air, such as rain clouds in a gray sky: A pillar of maturity and patience, hiding a deep insecurity and an indecisive nature. One who secretly lusts for power, but lacks the courage, intellect, or work ethic necessary to take it. A charming seducer who appears innocent and understanding, but is in fact selfish and unfaithful.

I have the work ethic, I just don't know if this is the job for me. I did telemarketing and I hated it. I'm afraid of getting the job only to hate it and quit within a year or less...I guess that means I lack the courage.
Click for DetailsThe card at the bottom of the cross represents the foundation on which the situation is based. Two of Swords (Peace): Contradictory characteristics brought together as a means of resolving a conflict. Refusing to be ruled by negative emotions. Strife brought to a close through clarity of mind and restraint of force. Turning a blind eye to the minor infractions of others.

The reason I'm asking I guess...is I'm weighing my options. I want a job I'll love and be willing to stay at for years to come versus the job being offered which pays good money for doing something I may dislike intensely.
Click for DetailsThe card at the left of the cross represents a passing influence or something to be released. Six of Swords (Science): Trusting in intelligence and intuition and setting off into the unknown. Leaving an untenable situation and charting a new course. Passage from difficulty and progress towards a solution. The road to recovery. Travel and exploration.

I need a job, I need money... maybe I need to leave behind my dream of a good job and take whatever is handed to me. Bite the bullet for the greater good. But the last two jobs I took with that mentality ended badly and were destructive to my health [mentally and physically]
Click for DetailsThe card at the right of the cross represents an approaching influence or something to be embraced. Queen of Pentacles, when reversed: The dark essence of earth behaving as water, such as ice: A cold but generous host, driven by an overwhelming need for to accumulate and maintain opulence. A person so preoccupied with wealth and security that they can never stop to enjoy either. One who reflects the weaknesses of others, breeding suspicion and mistrust.

Is this what I must strive for? The cold comfort of $13 at a job I dislike just so I can make ends meet?
Click for DetailsThe card at the base of the staff represents your role or attitude. Three of Cups (Abundance): A time of merriment and reflection spent in the company of friends and loved ones. The conclusion of a matter in plenty and perfection. The strength of a diverse community being brought together. May suggest a celebration, festival, anniversary, wedding, baby shower, or other joyous gathering.

I don't feel joyous. I'm glad of a possible interview but I dread it too...I've shed more tears of anger/resentment/frustration than of joy over this
Click for DetailsThe card second from the bottom of the staff represents your environment and the people you are interacting with. The Empress, when reversed: Stifling matriarchal influence. Unhappiness, selfishness, poverty and disruption of the home or family. Indecision, paranoia, and jealous rage. Sterility.

I AM poor and unhappy and I can see how people would consider my attitude about the job as selfish and indecisive.
Click for DetailsThe card second from the top of the staff represents your hopes, fears, or an unexpected element that will come into play. Three of Swords (Sorrow), when reversed: Unsettling news that helps you to distance yourself from a destructive relationship. Painfully honest communication that needs to take place. Not letting yourself be dragged by your emotions into a negative situation. A trust or confidence betrayed in an attempt to help someone in need. The revelation of a painful truth.

I guess this is a 'Fear' card because I dont' 'Hope' for this...do I? If this job is a negative situation than I very well may be dragged into by feelings of guilt and hopelessness.
Click for DetailsThe card at the top of the staff represents the ultimate outcome should you continue on this course. The Sun: A time of contentment and freedom from restraints. Creative inspiration. Achievement, success, and warmth. Light and love in personal or business matters. Happiness and faithfulness in a relationship.

Does this mean that I'll get that job and that I'll like it? or that I won't get the job and will be happy about it? or what??